| my middle finger feels like it's going to explode...blasted finger! |
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| oh i'm starving!!!i need fooodiess!!!!
so i'm spending my last day at cal state fullerton...well my last final
was monday..and it wasn't much..just picking up my drawing portfolio
and then sending my ASAM prof my final via email..but yeah..i'm here
waiting for jeanna..to finish her final..i'm outside..lookin
around..and thinkin..wow this is it..i'm done..surprisingly..i'm not
screaming WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!..like i should be...it's
crazy..i've spent the last 5 years here..i'm sure there are peers
sitting around me..that are going through the exact same
thing..graduating..and then there are those..that are just beginning
their journeys..that's how the cycle goes....this experience has been a
huge transformation...new buildings/parking structures have been
added...parking/tuition prices have gone through the roof...and even
changes within myself..i came to this school..not knowing anything
about what i wanted to do...not really knowing myself....after 5
years..i really don't care what people think of me..and i'm still not
sure exactly what i want to do..but the good thing is..i've obtained so
many new skills...i have new interests..i'm actually thinkin of coming
back to get a masters..maybe not in advertising..the courses i took
this semester have made an enormous impact on me..i'm considering
getting a masters in studio art(drawing)..or in asian american
studies..a subject that i completely ignored..and just took to fill a
GE requirement....i haven't decided yet..but it's now become an option
now the only thing left is..me and the real world ahead..
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| i'm sitting here at work..bored as hell..fridays are our busiest days...i'm catching myself nodding off..but this is how work is like i have a couple of hours to just sit around..reading meaningless crap online..and then BOOM flyer requests up the wahzooo...following with "here are all the pictures and descriptions..hurry and finish them..i need them in a couple of hours!" and my response.... o_O!!?work is work..school is school..and with them together i have no life....i'm not even working full time..i give a big high five to those who can juggle a full time job and school..overachieving bastards..but it's pathetic i'm starting to find the simplest things amusing...for example..my co-worker calls me "kyle" instead of kai (there's another annie here..so they can't call me that)...or the fact that i've completely lost myself in the game of animal crossing..i'm beginning to make reference to the game in real life..
yesterday i went to albertson's with jeanna and her little sister..sarah...we got winnie the pooh keychain whatever thingies..he's dressed up in different animal costumes..well it's just all the rage nowadays..i got a squirrel..jeanna and sarah both got a rooster and ladybug...
oi what has become of me..i wanna hit the beach this weekend..go out..get some fresh air..skate around.. |
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